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I realize that as we teach,
at the same time we allow ourselves to be taught by those we
teach. As Will Rogers says, “There is nothing dumber than
talking to an educated person on the subject they were not
educated on.” I recognize it wasn’t country living that I
was being taught, but the perils of writing. I struggled in
a creative direction.
No one can go back and start
life over, but I can start from here. It’s not that the
rules are necessarily wrong or arrogant; it’s that by being
dyslexic, I just couldn’t make the connection or
interpretation by what means those techniques had power over
my craft. Forming a perfect sentence without adopting new
methods was nearly impossible for me. Submitting myself to
just being me and writing the informal country way of speech
was more to my taste. I was never concerned about writing
slowly – my fear was not being able to write at all.
There are descriptions of
worry and sadness, then the moods lighten with love and
happiness; joshing humor and spiritual reliance carries the
balance. Writing what I know best, I separated the wheat
from the chaff using the “good-meat” and throwing the chaff
to the wind.
While keeping my focus on the
core of country living as it developed, for 13 years I was
driven by a deep, seeded inter-force to characterize the
social quality of life during that time. A large chunk of my
memory thirsts for the horse and buggy days and my life’s
purpose is to share those years of long ago with you.
Cancer provided me with a whole slew of new opportunities
and to sample life a second time. Being dyslexic, writing
would not have been my first choice of communication, but
writing was the key and all the groans of intense labor were
worth the weight to shed some light on The Legacy of a
Country Boy. I learned that it takes a heap of hard work to
harvest a measurable amount of grain.
My experience going to the flashbacks were enjoyable treats
without having gone anywhere. As I kicked back on old times,
I encountered warm passionate feelings wave around inside of
me that I never had before. The machine age fast dwindled
the days from the springhouse to the icebox. The icebox was
soon converted into the “electric cold box.” Before long,
the day came when it was modernized mostly from wood to
metal and called a refrigerator. The dreaming was over and
there was no more carrying milk and butter back and forth
from the spring three times a day – happiness was here to
stay.
On cold snowy winter nights, I slept burrowed deep in a
straw tick on a comfortable iron bed. The nights were warm
and cozy underneath a colorful cowhide as the snow drifted
from the window to the bed. Cool crisp air ripens pleasant
dreams fast, while snuggling with heated flatirons beneath
my feet.
Before the hourglass empties and we are headin’ ‘round the
bend and start to bob our way out to sea, things sometimes
become distorted and the shores of reality vanish. Great is
the gain to review life before our mind goes. You might say
my country heritage brought healing about with cancer. Just
before I burst through the gate and get turned out into the
fertile pasture of the dearly departed, I want to tell ya
that from where I stand right now, I see this book is not
the full walk of my life, but only a tiny portion.
I hope you will be able to dig into the stories and enjoy
the charm of the persons and allow them to share their
adventures with you. You will find no list of references at
the stoplight of this book. The romance of country life is
felt in The Legacy of a Country Boy. In reality, these old
ways are gone for good.
Jimmy Fox
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